Friday, February 22, 2008

I Would Die For That

This Song pretty much sums up how I have been feeling really....a lot of the signs in the beginning are almost exactly the same as what I am/have been going through....3-4 miscarriages, trying for over 4 years, still no family......at least there is hope!!

8 comments:

Guh said...

that was a really cool and thought provoking video! Prolly the last thing you want to hear right now, but i still think of aaron and i as a family, same with you and joel.

We haven't added any kids to our family yet, but i have faith we will some day. I can't wait for the day when we can invite a child into our family.

S. Fantasia said...

Aw. I started crying when I saw the sign saying "would be a good mom". That breaks my heart, but you are absolutely right that there is hope out there. I love you Lila and you & Joel are always in our prayers. You will be a great mom someday. And joel will be a great Dad. The other sign that really got me choked up was the "I'm my sister's surrogate". I think that is the most selfless gift a person could ever, ever, EVER give. Even more than adoption, I think. What an amazing person. :o)

The Bluths said...

Talk about a tear jerker!

Joel & Lila said...

Yeah, I know that this song is pretty sad, but at the same time, I honestly feel like the music takes the exact words out of my mouth....as far as "having a family," I know that joel and I are a family, but as referenced in the song, the thought of "family" involves having children, especially in the view of society at times.

:)

David and Kimber Strasser said...

I started to cry on this one. Lila, I want you to know that I love you and appreciate your example. Your are an amazing person and will be the best mother someday.

Anonymous said...

Dang Lila seriously thatll bring a tear! oh Lila it will be your turn soon my friend! and you will be A GREAT MOM I love you and your in our prayers every night!!!
Love you
Heather Jesse Landon Kyran and Zade

Jennifer said...

Wow! That was amazing. I love that song. It made me think of my mom with 8 or so miscarriages. That would be so hard. What a blessing she was able to have 6 kids. I never really thought about her as lucky before, but I guess she is pretty blessed, and me even more so.

Lindsey from The R House said...

i'm glad you posted this too. i like that it shows the struggles from all sides.